I should know better... but I don't

I should know by now that trying to find a date on the internet is bad... very bad. But for some reason I thought that I hadn't given it a fair shot. One really bad date isn't enough... I haven't proven that there is no hope with online dating yet. My second shot wasn't bad as far as the meeting went... at least I thought. But it must have been horrible because he blocked me on Face book right after... I didn't think it was bad enough to warrant a "block". I didn't come across as some psycho stalker who was going to message him repeatedly if he didn't call me again... I do think he was just looking for a random hookup - bad pick on my part. Had all the signs of wanting that when I talked to him... I ignored my gut and thought I would give it a chance. However in a year I will probably give it another chance because it two bad dates won't be enough... lets go for three!!!

inspiration

I've been without a computer or internet connection ever since my last post. The whole time I kept coming up with great ideas to rant about for blog posts and now that I have the computer and internet connection I have nothing. Other then this rant that I have nothing... I can't remember all the great things I wanted to write about. Or maybe its just that in the moment those topics mattered to me and now with a couple of months of perspective they mean nothing to me anymore. Like the guy from my third last post ... he doesn't mean anything to me anymore... not even in memory. I draw a blank as to exactly why I was so upset about it... now its funny that I even had feelings for him. I forgot about him until I reread the post. I guess if I had wrote some of this stuff down.... I might remember.