inspiration

I've been without a computer or internet connection ever since my last post. The whole time I kept coming up with great ideas to rant about for blog posts and now that I have the computer and internet connection I have nothing. Other then this rant that I have nothing... I can't remember all the great things I wanted to write about. Or maybe its just that in the moment those topics mattered to me and now with a couple of months of perspective they mean nothing to me anymore. Like the guy from my third last post ... he doesn't mean anything to me anymore... not even in memory. I draw a blank as to exactly why I was so upset about it... now its funny that I even had feelings for him. I forgot about him until I reread the post. I guess if I had wrote some of this stuff down.... I might remember.