Ever since New Year's Ever all I can think about is babies... and how I want a baby. The last year...and frankly the last decade has shown me that I can't get a man to give me a baby within the boundaries of a loving full time relationship or marriage. I want a baby and that is that. I am seriously looking to be a single mom. Not by accident...on purpose. I can't really find any downfalls to this. I know it will be hard work to be a single mom... but I want a baby. Should I wait or just go for it and find a sperm donor and get the baby or should I wait another 5 - 10 years to find the right guy? My biological clock is ticking and it is saying that now is the time... not later... not next year.... but now.
Should I go with my instinct or wait... for that guy who doesn't seem to be coming? Or wait for this feeling to pass?
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